Rant about shipping

I always have this crazy thing where i don’t ship something with code for a month or two and I start to feel bad, negative, unproductive and suffer until i ship something, my best stuff comes from this suffering.

Usually I end the suffering by releasing something random silly and fast to get over with the pain. I then start to get into the groove again the more i go back to shipping.

It’s crazy as i don’t even have to work, i have a good healthy life (train,surf, friends, wife etc) but somehow a big part of my happiness evolves around me feeling creative, or rather calming the suffering if i am not creative on the internet.